Haha, seriously.

http://shop.ebay.com/bill2497/m.html?_nkw=&_armrs=1&_from=&_ipg=25

I only have five things up now but I will have more eventually. Mostly emo kid clothes and t-shirts. Tiny t-shirts.

Right now there is a really nice, brand new Gym Class Heroes shirt, Draco Malfoy one, Corpse Bride one, Raven from Teen Titans ones, and Inu-Yasha one. So go buy them!

Thank you. XD

P.S. I am doing okay!

I haven't posted much lately because I always feel like nobody cares. But I'm going to try and post again.

For some reason today everything feels too big and impossible and wrong, and the Bad People seem to outweigh the Good People, and instead of talking about this more, I'm going to instead post of Things That Make Me Happy.

1) NaNoWriMo. I am excited. And I made a pretty banner!

Anyone else doing it this year? We should be NaNo friends! :D
http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/user/126869

2) Halloween. I think I am going to be a vampire. Because my awesome idea- Victorian masquerade with one of the beautiful and really creepy masks from the Renaissance faire- didn't work because we didn't go back and I couldn't get a mask. :( But Victorian vampire might be cool if I do the make up right. Mostly I just like any excuse to wear Victorian clothes.

3) The Clockwork Quartet. They only have two songs, but they are two songs of epic awesomeness. Seriously. Go listen to them, especially if you are a fan of stories and steampunk.
http://www.clockworkquartet.com/

4) My background on MySpace is zombies.
http://www.myspace.com/acoindo

5) Speaking of zombies: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/10/25/man-called-zombie-while-o_n_333053.html

And...that is all. :)

Happy bday Spencer Smith! :D

Okay. So. Things:

1) I'm in like basic art because the school is stupid and wouldn't give me it last year. So on our first day of art we had to like draw our shoe. The art teacher took one look at it and said, "You don't belong here. I'm going to try and move you to Advanced Art." Which would have been amazing, I would've been with Megan (aka girl I love) but the guidance office wouldn't let me. :( Oh well, at least I am apparently awesome.

2) Today I was hanging after school with my colorguard peeps (aka Megan and Kierstan) and Kierstan was being all like...herself and being all over me. Like putting her arm around me, holding hands, pretending she was kissing me, etc. And Megan, I swear, was jealous! She kept like looking at us weird and she like followed us when we went off on our own. IDK?

3) AND. I apparently only ever get any fic written while I'm at school! XD

So I could totally post here and whine about how much school sucks and how much I hate it, but I am going to BE POSITIVE GUYS. Or at least...try not to think about school until tomorrow OMFG. D:

So instead...uh...


JON WALKER \o/

LOLZ if you guys be having any cheering up sort of things I'd be glad to be getting comments of happy! Cause...I don't know how I'm going to get through this year, guys, srsly. D:

School tomorrow. :(

I have a cold as well. THIS IS FANTASTIC. D:<

Happy bday Ryan Ross. :)

And...good night!

So is there anybody out there who wants to be Pete Wentz in an AIM RPG kinda thing? My friends I sort of rpg as Frankie, Mikey, and Gerard and we need a Pete for Mikey. XD

So anyway. The story. Gerard is this awkward, creepy stalker kid. He writes creepy poems about people, stalks Lyn-Z, cries a lot, etc. Mikey is cooler, but not by much. He cries a lot too. XD But the ladies love him. XD Frankie is actually pretty cool, but people are kinda scared of him. He's dating Gerard, they have been for a while. Mikey's in love with Pete, but Pete's all like...Pete except more of a jock. Plays soccer and stuff, even though he's like emo kid. And Pete doesn't think Mikey's cool enough to date, even though he secretly likes Mikey. And they like slept together. XD But Mikey's just a failboat and Pete doesn't want to admit he likes him.

So if you're like a FBR fan and can play a decent Pete and want to, then please tell me. We really need one! And if you have any questions, please ask! :P

I also have new hair, but no pictures yet. :)

A Patrick and a Greta. :)

So I was looking on Photobucket for Jwalk pics and I FOUND THIS WTF?



LOLOL I DON'T EVEN KNOW GUYS. XD

Give me a fandom that you know I'm fond of and I'll say:

1. The first character I fell in love with
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now
3. The character everyone else loves that I don’t
4. The character I love that everyone else hates
5. The character I would sleep with anytime
6. The character I’d want to be like
7. The character I’d slap
8. Favorite character
9. Three other favorite characters
10. Three least favorite characters
11. Character I am most like
12. DEEP DARK SECRET REGARDING THIS FANDOM
13. A pairing (or more!) I love
14. A pairing (or more!) I despise
15. Three favourite things about the fandom
16. Three least favourite things about the fandom

It's just so weird how cool it is to feel really, really happy all the time. Especially when it's been a while. Especially when it's been emptiness for over a year.

And it's just SO GREAT. Yesterday was all giggly, hyper happy. Today I am mellow, tired happy. <3

Everything is just so much better. My anxiety is even down a lot. IDK why. But. :D

Also, that certain girl. I am srsly almost positive she likes me back guys. Let's just say I'm very hopeful considering how giggly and smiley she has been at me lately. :)

"hey im ryan im new i live in las vegas my chemical romance makes me dance"

What I don't understand is how I never saw that before. ROFLCOPTER GUYS!!

LOL. I love how he was once just a fanboy too. IT GIVES ME HOPE. XD And I am already at least a little cooler than him LOLOL MCR MAKES ME DANCE GUYS!

1) I am having a Twitter conversation with somebody about Harry Potter. I AM SO COOL GUYS. D: Especially since I am pretty much arguing how NEVILLE IS COOLER THAN EVERYBODY ELSE K THANKS.

2) CARE BEARS ON FIRE. The music kind of sucks. But the girls are so cute! And they are 13 and 15 so I feel creepy having crushes on them, even though I'm only 16 so IDK. BUT SRSLY. CUTE. Plus they are AWESOME for their age!

3) Good night! XD

So today I tried to make food.

This is usually not that good an idea, but I also have (so far) succeeded at this. Today I tried to make a really easy like noodle thing you just put on the stove. Like, no work. EXCEPT I SCREWED IT UP GUYS. D: All it did was boil over, and I was freaking out got really grumpy cause I was mad at myself. Everybody was like, "It's not big deal, it happens all the time" BUT IT IS.

I know it's stupid but it bothers me so much. Even if I just screwed up stupid cooking thing. I just can't stand screwing up. I think that's why I don't let myself put any effort into anything, why I don't let myself be competitive, because wrong makes me feel completely useless. D:

Which isn't good, cause I'm such a failboat. D:

In other news, today I hung out with friends. We went and got coffee and played Parcheesi or something. I was a tiger. I was eating everybody else's animals faces. XD I got third place though. D: BUT IT WAS FUN.

And every time I talk to a certain girl that I know...I really think she likes me. Like. Besides the fact...some things happened that were good...and she's acting like it was a one time thing...I'm pretty sure it's not. Just. She's saying that, but other things she says and some things she does makes me think differently. And I can hope, right? XD

Fill this out in the comments please! :D

1. Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song or Album:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favorite memory of us?
14. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarky) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What was your best/favorite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? (If you have no idea, just say something crazy, it'll entertain me!)
28. Will you re-post this so I can fill it out for you?

Poll #1437397 FAILBOATS
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 5

Who is more of a failboat?

Jon Walker's face automatically makes my face go like this:

:D

LOL guess I'm just a hippie at heart.

It's really Beatles. Very Monkees too. But, in the best way possible.

I love it. A lot.

And the pics on their mahspaces are so cute, and I think I'm actually just happy about the split because, twice the music guys! And I can't believe all the hate towards these guys now, really, because how can somebody have ever been a panic fan and actually hate Ryan Ross, even if they don't like his new music. And srsly, guys, IT'S GOOD.

But whatevs. :)

My little sister went to make a sandwich and accidentally made toast.

She makes toast like every day so her first instinct was to put it in the toaster and she didn't realize until it was too late. So she put butter and cinnamon sugar on it and I got to eat it. Yay!

Apparently being a failboat runs in the family.

*To me XD

1) Twitter:
Franklero: I take it you didnt like the harry/dumbledor blow job scene?RT @HelloImEmo: @Franklero: ...don't go see Harry potter6. The ending is so gay!
petewentz:Taiwan peeps- what's a night market and is it safe for patrick to go there or should I keep him in my backpack?
thisisryanross: Oh Jesus Crisis

2) Vicky-T is hot. I know, nothing new, but SHE IS.

3) My stomach is healed! I am healthy again! So expect more posts, even if I still as no internets on my computer...

4) COFFEE GIVES ME ENERGIES.

5) Panic at the Disco demos. Enough said.

6) Chalk drawing with my friends. <3

7) Last night I was so happy I couldn't sleep because of it. XD I kept smiling.